It's probably one of the questions I've been asked the most: Why did I start making adult content?

So let's start at the beginning. The year was 2016 and I lived in Valencia, it already sounds like a lifetime had passed or that I spoke like an old man. The truth is that many years have passed and it seems that the beginning is beginning to blur. As I said, I lived in Valencia. I had gone to study for two years and finish the master's degree in agronomic engineering. Who would have thought? Engineer and actor, yes, they tell me that a lot. That year was crazy, I had finished my studies in Italy and in Cartagena, a huge void was left inside me, as if asking myself: What now?

I was sensible and decided to continue, until I finished higher engineering. There I went, to live another adventure, one of many. I took the train, I looked for a house, I arrived at the university, a wealth of new experiences, but also, what no one writes in their books, anxiety, a terrible anxiety.

Over time I got over it, I adapted, I got used to the routine, I met people and made friends. So far, everything normal? Well wait, this story wasn't about arriving and kissing the saint.

Let's get to the bottom of it, I'm bisexual, but at that time, I felt that my relationships with boys were emotionally repressed. You already know, that internalized homophobia that we all carry, some get it out first, others later, or never. The thing is, I had it, and it was something I continually struggled with.

When I told you that I met people and made friends, I would also have to tell you that I was 23 years old, with my own room, far from my house, well, that's what made me want to fuck. I also met many actors and the world that Valencia had when the sun set.

One day in one of those meetings, I met a Cuban boy and he asked me if I wanted to record for a production company, I agreed and did an interview, everything went well and they bought me tickets to record in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico.

I thought it was my time, the time to break that chain that trapped me, and be able to free myself. In March I got a tattoo and in April I went to Mexico, crazy things, simply letting myself exist and starting to live, feeling like the owner of my life, the reins of my own destiny.

23 years old and I went on an adventure, I have very good memories of that week in Vallarta. Beautiful boys, stunning beaches, the sky full of stars every night and even luminescent phytoplankton, how incredible our world is! The work was hard, but that wonderful experience made up for it all, many nights the boys and I would smoke a flavored cigarette, there on the hotel balcony, before going to sleep, while we talked.

It was time to return to Valencia, I continued with classes, I recorded with many production companies, until I recorded with Nacho Vidal. At that moment the entire university found out that I was making adult content, my teachers, the students, everyone. At that moment I discovered my true friends, I also discovered the stigma suffered by doing pornography, there were people who stopped talking to me or distanced themselves.

In short, honey is not made for the donkey's mouth, that experience taught me a lot of things and it continues to accompany me. Liberation and yoke, enjoyment and work, desire and repression, passion and suffering, joy and sadness, I had gotten what I wanted, without thinking who might care, I had learned to live my life.